My ex boyfriend hates my guts and won't talk to me. I miss him so badly and I hate myself so much for hurting him. My life has seemed pointless since we broke up. The fact that he hates me really makes me hate myself even more than I did before. I miss him so much and he truly doesn't care. I wonder what he'd say if I died. I'm not even in love with him anymore but he's such a good person that if he hates me, I must really be a worthless POS. I wish I was dead.