Got home from work a while ago and is still exhausted. Only got 4 hours of sleep last night and I don't work right without at least 8. Was first day at school today, but I was half asleep during the classes, both because of lack of sleep and my meds that fucks me up. Got home and thought I could just relax the rest of the day, but my boss called me and asked me to work for a couple of hours. A couple of hours turned into five and a half and it was busy all the time. Came home and am feeling all alone. Asked a friend to come over. She said she'd think about it, but haven't heard from her since so I guess not. Noone to talk to on msn either, but thats nothing new. Normally I would go downstairs to my parents for a while, but I don't really want to. My mum didn't even look at me or say hi when I got home. I have no idea what I have done to piss her off, but the silent treatment made me feel like a kid again. Like I'm not worth anything. I really didn't need that trigger, it's getting too much.