Existence

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Shannøn444, Jul 25, 2016.

  1. Shannøn444

    Shannøn444 Active Member

    I'm not really sure what I feel all of the time or even why, but I do know that I constantly have the urge to end my life. I want to and honestly I don't know why I haven't, it's like there's something stopping me yet I'm not sure what. I don't think there is anything anyone can say that will change my mind, as I do plan on ending my life sometime.
    It's all kind of confusing.
    I'm constantly told I should be happy and I will get better but I don't want to. I just want it to end.
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Have you spoken to a counsellor about how you are feeling? Spoken to friends, anyone? I am sorry you are suicidal but things can get better, use distractions like meditations, youtube videos, anything at all that you can think of that will take your mind off of suicide even if just for a while! (hugs)
     
  3. SinisterKid

    SinisterKid Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Petal is right, until you get the right help and medication, distraction is your new best friend and I know what I am talking about as I have just been through similar to what you are going through now. If you feel the thoughts coming into your mind, instantly do something, anything, that will make you think of something else. It could save your life, I kid you not. I wish I knew then [March] what I know now. Distraction does work, but really, its a short term fix to a long term problem.
     
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  4. WhoaThisPlaceIsScary

    WhoaThisPlaceIsScary Well-Known Member

    I wonder if other intelligent mammals have suicidal thoughts.I wonder if right now there is a dolphin swimming around that is trying to harm itself.
     
  5. Shannøn444

    Shannøn444 Active Member

    Of all the replies I have ever gotten this is the best yet
     
  6. WhoaThisPlaceIsScary

    WhoaThisPlaceIsScary Well-Known Member