I've been self harming for about three years, and I think about it almost constantly. Self injury is always in my thoughts, and the more I think about it, the more I think that I enjoy it and don't want to stop. In my opinion everybody self destructs, whether it be by smoking, doing drugs or drinking lots of alcohol. Why can't cutting by accepted by society? If I didn't cut I'd end up attempting suicide. I can't relax until I've cut myself - it's strange. The thought of self harm makes me happy. The thought of suicide makes me happy. Ha, I'm told that I'm 'mentally ill', but I'm not. Like I said, everybody self harms in one way or another. Question - If you self harm, do you want to stop?