experimenting and temptation

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by copingsux, Oct 14, 2010.

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  1. copingsux

    copingsux Member

    okay so i was busted with weed, my personal anti depressant
    i have a drug test soon and it was alot of weed
    if i fail test im going away for awhile
    in my temptations to get high without weed, i experimented alot
    i am now addicted to inhalants, cigarettes, coff medicine, alcohol, and painkillers
    as before i only smoked pot, and drank a little
    well when im off the drugs it makes me sad, but i don't wanna kill myself or go to hard drugs, im really struggling right now, to not get wasted, in fact i missed work today cause of "sickness", to try and fix this but now im only more tempted. i need to know another way of being happy without being a goofy retard-in-the-brain. I want to change now, now that I've been sober for a month i think i can beat my addiction to weed (which makes me depressed), but its started new ones that will only make me more depressed :(
    how do i not tempt myself?!?!?
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Maybe individual or group intervention for substance abuse might give you some strategies to live clean...this is a very difficult ride, but it sounds like you are very motivated which is the most important factor...best of luck, J
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