Why does pain hurt so much ?
why does it even get worse then ever when all is getting pulled together?
Pain, dont talk about it feels like its my middle name ...Got pain since -83 and my world are coming down rather quickly nowadays, now i am talking about pain that is so big that every step i take is hard and yeah i am not kidding.
Got to get something for that job today.
I am afraid that i actually will erase that this week, have no reason no more to live 4 with so much on my body that its hopeless to feel joy and happiness.
I just dont get it, why i have so much damages and wounds that i have, it feels like i really deserve it.
Why the hell cant i just disapear and vanish from the world.
why does it even get worse then ever when all is getting pulled together?
Pain, dont talk about it feels like its my middle name ...Got pain since -83 and my world are coming down rather quickly nowadays, now i am talking about pain that is so big that every step i take is hard and yeah i am not kidding.
Got to get something for that job today.
I am afraid that i actually will erase that this week, have no reason no more to live 4 with so much on my body that its hopeless to feel joy and happiness.
I just dont get it, why i have so much damages and wounds that i have, it feels like i really deserve it.
Why the hell cant i just disapear and vanish from the world.