How is it that a person can go from several days of pretty decent days to getting up the next morning and want to kill themselves. While getting ready for work this morning my eye caught my <mod edit - methods>. Then I thought of my husband and couldn't do it. But now, as the day progresses I do not even want to go home. I want to just disappear. I am fighting with myself all day to not go into the bathroom and just cut. I want to cut. I need help. Someone please help me.