well someone saw the scars/scabs on my leg from burns during football today and asked. I told him even though I Know he's going to tell everyone because I don't like being interrogated. But I don't really care. I've hurt myself before sure, I'm not going to deny it. It's not like it's routine for me (no offense to those that it is). It helps me snap back into reality when I think I'm in the worst situation possible, it reminds me i could be alot worse off. It's like a slap in the face from someone telling me to get my shit together. So yea, just trying to be ready for tomorrow.