Hello, I'm in extreme suicidal pain, and I'm looking for anyone -I don't care what your age, sex, or anything else is- to talk with. I'm looking for anyone who feels this extreme pain. You'll know if you're feeling it. I don't believe I'm mentally ill. If something bad happened and I felt no suffering, THEN I would be mentally ill. There is no way to fix the problem that is causing me to suffer, and I'm left with the choice now of whether or not to live out the rest of my life in suffering, or to end it all earlier. The only reason I am still alive is that I don't want to hurt the people I care about. I know that people will notice that I'm female and conclude that most females are not serious about suicide. But I am an aggressive female and will not waste anyone's time. If you are seriously in extreme suicidal pain and want to talk with someone else who is right on the edge, let's talk to each other. I seriously need to meet other people who are in extreme despair. My username is ViolentGirl. If you are wondering, I choose this username because I was diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder as a teen. I don't believe that I am mentally ill, but I am a violent kind of person, and I do seriously wish I could<mod edit - methods>. I'll be respectful and considerate to anyone who wants to talk with me. I won't be offended or judgmental about ANYTHING you say.