I'm so messed up in the head its not even funny. every time I get drunk I can't stop thinking about how much my life sucks(which isn't that much its all in my head). anyway last night I was drunk(as usual) and I tried to take all of my sleeping pills. my husband stopped me after like 5 or 6. I'm so stupid, I don't know what my problem is. this morning I had to go to work at 7:30am and I was still really messed up from the sleeping pills. it sucked at work! I don't know why, but I just needed to tell someone. I just want to be normal!!!!!!!