Yes...I'm perfectly f.i.n.e. Freaked out Insecure Neurotic Emotional I don't know how long I can hold on. I keep thinking about <mod edit:shygirl methods> Heck...I might even try drowning myself in alcohol. I WANT to die. I want the easy way out. I dunno why I still try to live. I'm a mess. I sliced up my leg...got high on caffeine...burned myself, etc. My mom's dead, my friends hate me, my family hates me, my dad hates me, I hate me... Things aren't going to get better...not by a long shot. Just give me ONE reason to live and I'll try to pull through another day... If not I'm going to make an attempt. Screw life...it sucks for me.