THere's no fucking point in anything is there, i mean for fucks sake, trying to explain oneself, trying to get YOUR POINT across, trying to get someone to JUST BE REASONABLE. NO FUCKING POINT. Life, is so utterly pointless. I fucking give up. I am 100% serious, I am going to kill myself. I don't want to hang around, I want to do it soon. I hope I manage it. Jesus christ what a complete waste of time.