Lets see. The last 10+ years of my life have been a complete waste. I'm 42 and I'm bored shitless. All my friends are married and are pretty worthless. I could be married but I can't stand the bitching. I've had close to 100 women and could have many more I'm sure. But I'm over that obsession. I've had money and cars and houses and have lost them all. I wish I gave a fuck, but I don't. I'm broke and now face moving back in with family. Fuck that. I guess I've had my fun and now I'm sick of this living hell on earth. I'm tired of working like a slave for nothing. To sum it all up, I'm just plain sick and tired of living the same old bullshit day in and day out. Hopefully I'll get the balls to hang myself by weeks end. I feel relieved just thinking about it and actually looking forward to it. Fuck this lame shit, I'm outta here.