Screw you, world! WHen I was still a regular member here I lost two very dear friends from here to suicide. After a few years I left the site, stayed in touch with some through facebook or MSn or whichever, but kinda pulled away from most people, for several personal reasons.. And then every once in a blue moon I'd come on here and check. And today was the 3rd time that I find out (either on here, or through other means) WEEKS (and once it was actually MONTHS) after it happened that someone I used to talk to a lot, and whom I cared about killed themselves. It angers me that in this world such beautiful souls are hurt so much that they feel they need to take their own life. But I'm a friggin hypocrite. Cuz I'm going on my last breath here too. Got 4 resits which I have to pass or I'm kicked off my education programme. And it doesn't really look like I'm going to pass it all. And I have no back up plan. No plan at all. No idea either. Oh I may have a bit of a back up idea. but yeah I'm a hypocrite. Let's keep it at that. Screw this friggin world. It angers me, this place.