Ok, I get that this is anonymous, thats why everyone's here. But damnit, some posts just kill me. I can freaking feel the writer's pain and it sucks so much that I can't reach over and hug them, or even just hold their hand. I want to do this for whoever needs it. Ah, I don't even know how to go about this... I live in Ottawa. If you live in my city and feel alone and extremely depressed/suicidal, please feel free to message me.