So I find myself getting overwhelmed at work. I have tried to keep it at bay and do the best that I can every day as I know that is all I can do.
But on Friday my boss closed the door to discuss with me a mistake in word choice in an email to him and today I know that I have to face a serious mistake I have made which I realized over the weekend. I feel like this is a repeat of previous experience (wont bore all with details) but suffice it to say...proceeded with "early retirement" and leaving 30 year career. Only to go back to school reinvent myself as they say and now facing the same situation.
I am seriously worried that given at will... I will be fired today and then what... we have this new house and substantial mortgage based on my having this job and not to mention I have health insurance....admit am wishing for a long overdue earthquake etc. but know that is just my wanting to not have to face the music that if I had just asked a simple question....all this could have been avoided and I would not be facing overwhelming feelings of not good thoughts....
Sorry to be a repeat of 3-4 years ago...and thanks for reading if you made it through this....clearly did not learn from my mistakes so am repeating it...so today will be facing the music as they say...
But on Friday my boss closed the door to discuss with me a mistake in word choice in an email to him and today I know that I have to face a serious mistake I have made which I realized over the weekend. I feel like this is a repeat of previous experience (wont bore all with details) but suffice it to say...proceeded with "early retirement" and leaving 30 year career. Only to go back to school reinvent myself as they say and now facing the same situation.
I am seriously worried that given at will... I will be fired today and then what... we have this new house and substantial mortgage based on my having this job and not to mention I have health insurance....admit am wishing for a long overdue earthquake etc. but know that is just my wanting to not have to face the music that if I had just asked a simple question....all this could have been avoided and I would not be facing overwhelming feelings of not good thoughts....
Sorry to be a repeat of 3-4 years ago...and thanks for reading if you made it through this....clearly did not learn from my mistakes so am repeating it...so today will be facing the music as they say...