How can I cope?!?! I found out today my closest friend has been SHing recently, and she showed me..I nearly cried.She was abused by her dad, so we share similar experiences and without her I am nothing. It's a big shock, and I know how it builds up and becomes worse, so now I am worried Then I have these idiots in my classes, who thinks it is fun to throw stuff at me and throw my books around the class so I can't work. I missed half my lesson today because of them, I can't face going into my lessons with them any more And now all I can hear is my step dad having a go at my mum and bringing up the past with my "real dad". He knows that upsets her and me, because I don't know him, and he treated my mum like CRAP. He spent all his money on gambling and left her with me and my brother and no money. I've already cut twice today :sad: I nearly overdosed at school, and I fear I will do it tomorrow I just can't cope any more.