Eh, I'm losing it. I'm not bigheaded but I used to be quite intelligent, I was in the top classes getting the top grades etc but all that changed about 2 years ago and now I seem to be just fading away. I wake up in the mornings without the energy to do anything. Normal day to day tasks are hard to accomplish. I can't seem to draw anymore and I lack "brain power" to write poems & stories etc, and that used to be one of my favourite hobbies, even my language skills are struggling which is a reason why I struggle with the writing. My memory is terrible and I forget things easily. I haven't the energy to do anything and I waste my days going online etc. I am trying to get myself out of it. I have job interviews and I volunteer for the british red cross but i'm lacking that motivation and it's hard. I literally have to drag myself out of bed when I could stay there and sleep my life away. I'm not eating properly. I lack appetite. So maybe the diet isn't helping matters. Perhaps if I was to go back on the vitamin supplements that'll help and I need to read more. If I read more, would that help? Maybe I need to force myself to do things because as extreme as it may sound I really do feel like I am slipping away and I'm half the person I used to be, and I don't like it. It makes me want to give up. I know I need to do something. Started this thread because I'm "thinking aloud", but if you have any ideas or comments, or if you can relate, then please reply, I'd appreciate it. I want that "spark" back.