A few months ago, I was having suicide thoughts. I did a few attempts by overdoing myself. With the help of my therapist, my life got better, and I did not have any such thoughts. I still went for my sessions, and I remember sharing with my counselor, how good I felt about life. A few weeks ago, I started to have suicide thoughts again, even though I do not feel depressed. I felt more lonely and I could not really take it. I do not have the courage to tell my counselor that I am having suicide thoughts again, in which I do not want her to think I am seeking attention or something else. Worse, if she gave up on me.