Failed again

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by alle_vite, Dec 2, 2008.

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  1. alle_vite

    alle_vite Well-Known Member

    So i failed at it again last night and i have been sent home, but i still want to keep trying till i succeed i cant be around here anymore! Nobody wants to know me it would even make a diffrence if i did go!! Im a crap person a crap friend a crap daughter a crap mother a crap partner!! Why for once cant i have one thing that i want, why cant i have peace and warmth that i know i can only find in eternal sleep now!! Why after all these years of pain and hurt cant i have this one thing granted to me, i have been put through all of this and i have tried to fight on but now i am out of fight and i cant even have this one wish granted!!! why???
     
  2. nickc

    nickc Member

    maybe the wishgranter doesnt feel it is your time for this particular wish to be granted.
     
  3. alle_vite

    alle_vite Well-Known Member

    I suppose they dont, then i i guess dont make it a wish any more its part of my life that is and has to take place if i want any peace and rest from this!
     
  4. LostSpirit

    LostSpirit Well-Known Member

    i tried to end things last night, but i woke up! like 11 later, and feel terrible, i just wanna be on my own.. on a lost island. where no one can bother or hurt me.. but there is no such thing.. so death is the answer
     
  5. alle_vite

    alle_vite Well-Known Member

    ah lp im in the same boat, and i wont be stopped this time i will succeed!!
     
  6. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    did the hospital set you up with any supports? suicide is not the only way out of these awful feelings, although it probably seems that way now. i know you are disappointed that you didn't succeed but i for one am glad you are here to keep fighting.
     
  7. downunder

    downunder Well-Known Member

    MizzConfused I go to a support group called "compassionate friends" they are a world wide organisation for people who have lost a child, have you thought about going to them, its good to talk to people who have walked the same path as you. Just google them.
     
  8. LostSpirit

    LostSpirit Well-Known Member

    PM me anytime, iv just been thru the same thing
     
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Nicole, how are you doing today? :hug:
     
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