Failed again

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alle_vite

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So i failed at it again last night and i have been sent home, but i still want to keep trying till i succeed i cant be around here anymore! Nobody wants to know me it would even make a diffrence if i did go!! Im a crap person a crap friend a crap daughter a crap mother a crap partner!! Why for once cant i have one thing that i want, why cant i have peace and warmth that i know i can only find in eternal sleep now!! Why after all these years of pain and hurt cant i have this one thing granted to me, i have been put through all of this and i have tried to fight on but now i am out of fight and i cant even have this one wish granted!!! why???
 

alle_vite

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I suppose they dont, then i i guess dont make it a wish any more its part of my life that is and has to take place if i want any peace and rest from this!
 

LostSpirit

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i tried to end things last night, but i woke up! like 11 later, and feel terrible, i just wanna be on my own.. on a lost island. where no one can bother or hurt me.. but there is no such thing.. so death is the answer
 
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did the hospital set you up with any supports? suicide is not the only way out of these awful feelings, although it probably seems that way now. i know you are disappointed that you didn't succeed but i for one am glad you are here to keep fighting.
 

downunder

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MizzConfused I go to a support group called "compassionate friends" they are a world wide organisation for people who have lost a child, have you thought about going to them, its good to talk to people who have walked the same path as you. Just google them.
 
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