I failed again, not because of not doing it right but because i did not attempt it. God wouldnt let me.:sad: and as crazy as it sounds his angles by my side that i have been seeing and hearing sing and pray would not let me do anything. i know it sounds crazy but whoever prayed for me for a guarding angle well your prayer was answered not by one or 2 angles but many. i know it sounds crazy but its the God honest truth. only because of that is why i am still here.