Okey, so I was all depressed and tried to cut myself over it but it just wouldn't let go! So I decided to go to this waterbuilding, xxxxxxxxxx. landed in about 30 cm of snow and survived without any injuries. I have a video of it if anyone of you guys wanna see. I just don't get it, xxxxxxxxxxxx to atleast break some of my bones or maybe kill me? It sounds so stupid, I'm all fine now. From now on I'm gonna face my problems and try and see who else is struggling and try and help them instead of watching them sad all by themselves. That's my story, was I lucky? Or is it normal to survive a fall like that?