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[butterfly12274]

Linkin Park ~ The Shadow Of The Day

I listened to that song during my first attempt. :cry:
Please take care of yourself, I'll respect every decision you make but I'd really really miss you.
:hug:

 

[kitai16]

I don't wanna cry anymore... I don't wanna hurt anymore...

 

[Sentient-Blizzard]

if you don't want to hurt anyone you should not kill yourself. your parents are going to be hurt big time if you do so and I am not teaching you anything right here, you know it! Your boyfriend will probalby feel guilty for your death as well!

 

[tourniquet77]

 

[Dave_N]

How are you feeling Kitai?

 

[kitai16]

How are you feeling Kitai?

Thanks for your concern. Sorry for the late reply. I only just noticed this post.

Trying to pretend I'm okay is so hard... I've been trying to either not talk about myself, or at least just tell people I'm fine or something so they won't worry about me.

But I've always been an honest person, and hiding things is not something I'm used to or good at. I can't do it very well at all. But I don't want people to worry about me anymore.

I just want them all to forget about me, bit-by-bit, if need be. So that I can disappear and they won't notice at all or won't notice as much or something. I dunno. I'm not worth anyone's thoughts or feelings, so I'd rather they didn't waste theirs on me.

 

[psilocybin420]

your at the WRONG place for searching for methods<Mod Edit: inappropriate>