How are you feeling Kitai?
Thanks for your concern. Sorry for the late reply. I only just noticed this post.
Trying to pretend I'm okay is so hard... I've been trying to either not talk about myself, or at least just tell people I'm fine or something so they won't worry about me.
But I've always been an honest person, and hiding things is not something I'm used to or good at. I can't do it very well at all. But I don't want people to worry about me anymore.
I just want them all to forget about me, bit-by-bit, if need be. So that I can disappear and they won't notice at all or won't notice as much or something. I dunno. I'm not worth anyone's thoughts or feelings, so I'd rather they didn't waste theirs on me.