To anyone thinking of using their XXX.. don't. I tried this last night. < Mod edit: Hazel Methods >. Was surprised by how quickly, (just a few of breaths) the dizziness set in. Then I started feeling breathless, couldn't breath fast or deep enough. My body figured out it was being poisoned and put me into a panic, that was a miserable feeling. < Mod edit: Hazel Methods >, this time I was able to stay in it until I went unconscious. But I left the car door open with the key in the ignition and the chiming attracted the attention of people who were coming home. When they found me, < Mod edit: Hazel Methods >. I must have knocked it off at some point. I apparently didn't respond the first couple of times they tried to wake me. They woke me enough to get me in the house, I don't remember the trip. I was blabbering stuff I probably shouldn't have said. I remember coming to on the couch, really groggy, dizzy, nautious and the WORST migrane headache I have ever had in my life. It got worse, talking to family members, trying to keep the kids away, obviously very distrought, for a while, I thought I had succeeded. I spent the next several hours trying to puke, but there was nothing there, I hadn't eaten in two days. Eventually, some fluids and dark red stuff (looked like blood, and lots of it) started coming up. The contractions were so bad, I pulled some muscles in my back and slipped a disc in my neck. They were so long, that I couldn't catch my breath. This went on for about 5 hours, I was dripping sweat when it was over and totally exhausted. I think I went into shock after that and fell asleep. I remember being cold and someone covering me up. I seem to be fine today and never want to go through that again. This was supposed to be a peaceful way out, but it turned into the worst experience of my life. I am at work right now and have no idea what I will be met with when I get home. My real family ditched me a long time ago and no longer care about what happens to me. The new people who took me into their family are probably ready to do the same. After that, I will have no one.