I cut last night and the night before after a year and 12 days without cutting. I failed. I had no reason to cut I am fairly stable right now or so I thought but for the past week I've been wanting to cut and now that I have the wanting has not gone away it has just increased. I knew it would so I shouldn't be surprised but I am for some reason. I don't understand why I cut this time. It has just made things worse.