After 22 days, I relapsed. It sucks to know that even if I wouldn`t have stoped myself from it, it would still be the EXACTLY THE SAME THING!! Now I`m starting again. Day 0. And soon I`ll fuck up again and I`ll be right back again at the fucking 0. I don`t know if it`s even worth trying again. I`m bound to relapse. It`ll never end.