I really want to go, this past 2 month have been hell, my boyfriend just doesn't understand what i'm feeling, Non do my friends i don't think anyone cares to be honest after my boyfriend went last night i thought right i've had enough of being depressed and no one cares so they won't care if i leave, I found some pills but never took them instead i tried suffocating myself but that didn't work and now today i feel light headed and dizzy. But i want to give up