I'm giving up on myself. Everyday my life falls more into shambles. I could make it better for myself slightly but I can't pull myself out of this hole I put myself in. I'm just too tired... too weak. I've tried but I can't push myself anymore. I can't keep going this way. Everyday I push myself further from everybody in my life. It's not hard really... I have no friends, barely any family, and my girlfriend is starting to grow tired of me. So not really a lot of work to push people away.