I am really starting to think that my subconscious wants me to fail. I had an interview today for a well paying job (for me im only 18) and i overslept. I went to bed the same time today as any other day of this week, but instead of waking up at 11.00 as usual, i woke up at 2 o'clock. An hour past the interview. It seems no matter how hard I want something, my body or some other unforeseen event takes away any chance of my being partially successful at life. I am starting to think I inherited a gene that makes my subconscious want to fail. The only thing I can say I have done right is getting my GED (which I had to drop out/fail school for anyways) and getting my license. Neither of which matter, if I dont go to college or get a job. I just feel like a complete loser right now.