so on friday , i had a failed suicide attempt , i ended up in the ER early on saturday morning with really bad side affects , they assessed me and kept me in for obessvation and tests then released me to the pysc doctor to assess me and put me in on the ward for a 48 hour crisis addmission , they then sent me to a comminty respite place , for care for 3 days .
i sent the whole time while i was in there crying , cos there was a lady beside me in the ER who got told she had a tumor in her head , and she was like i dont want to die , and here i am trying to take my life , i wish i could take her tumor atleast that way i id die and she could live , it feels so unfair that i have to suffer like this
i just dont get it
the after effcts suck but i want to try again , i need to get this right
i sent the whole time while i was in there crying , cos there was a lady beside me in the ER who got told she had a tumor in her head , and she was like i dont want to die , and here i am trying to take my life , i wish i could take her tumor atleast that way i id die and she could live , it feels so unfair that i have to suffer like this

the after effcts suck but i want to try again , i need to get this right