That word describes everything my life has been. A worthless failure, a leech on society and a waste of resources. I fail at everything I do and I'm unable to do the things any normal person can do. I've never had a job, have no money, never had a girlfriend, never had any good meaningful friends, and my parents would disown me if they found out I was bisexual. And since I have no money I can't possibly afford any treatment since all of it costs a lot of money. People do nothing except say "Get help" like it's something that's so damn easy. Well if it's so damn easy, then I must be a failure since I have no idea how to. Oh "get a job", except my depression and social anxiety prevents me from getting any kind of job. If I'm not even given the chance to be a productive member of society, what's the point of living when I'm obviously just a waste of space? No job wants me, no doctor or therapist wants me due to my unemployment, I have no friends and thus no support network, what other choice do I have? Continue being a leech on society? I have no purpose in society. If you can't get a job, you're a failure and are of no use. Society weeds out the weak and leaves them to die, it's survival of the fittest and I'm at the bottom of the ladder.