I'm a fucking failure and I need to die., but I can't. Why? Becuase I'm a stupid fuckinf failure! That's right. Fucking failure. The ONLY thing I've ever been good at and I'm not a fucking failure. And what's worse? Its completely fucking twisted. I need to make it fool proof to proof it from me, the fool. I'm such a stupid bloody fucking failure. I can't fucking believe you.