Since I can remember I have always failed at everything I have set out to do, I failed in school, did not graduate with my classmates, was keep back a few times, I even had a career counselor tell me I would be nothing more than a laborer when I was in High School. I joined the Military but I never made the higher ranks, I retired a lower ranked person, people that I thought would never make rank in the Military passed me and went on to successful careers. I never got into trouble for 20 years in the Navy received many awards but never the rank to go with them. I have tried to do good for my wife and kids but everything I do, collapses, I am even trying to make a run at an online business and in four months I have had 4 sales, looks like failure again. All I want is for my wife and kids to be in a decent neighborhood not the crime infested place we are in now. Everyday constant constant worry, I throw up in the morning, I am dazed all day and I am stressed beyond belief. My Psychiatrist has heard this story and she and others say I have AADD and probably had it all my life and was never diagnosed with it, along with the other mental problems I have. I feel like someone or something has played a cruel joke on me by marking me for failure along with those who are close to me. I just want to cry and never stop.