i am a 14 years old girl and i want to die. most of you will think...why does she want to die, whats wrong with her life, she's got lots to look forward to...etc but i dont have anything to look forward to. i dont belive in god i dont believe in love i dont have any friends i dont have a family, only humans that share the same genes as me. i hate my life, my self and cant take it anymore. everyday is the same, i repeat the same routine, i dont have a purpose. im not an " emo" or a " goth" as many people put it. i have always been an average girl, but lately i dont see the point in living. everyday i am reminded how much of a failure i am, i dont belong anywhere. i feel like shit i am a nobody i dont feel loved or liked. i hate myself, i wonder what other people think of me... this morning i tried to commit suicide, it didnt work....it made things worse. i couldnt even kill myself properly.