air envelopes me, it wraps me in rippling ribbons, flowing accross my skin. suspended in time, i don't have to think about life, just feel what is within. with an abrupt stop, my body is tangled, a mess, i will not live again. my heart is cold, the earth cradles my skeleton, i have no joy, or pain. the terror has stopped, i hear a small sigh of relief, not knowing it is me. now i am free.