It's been a while since I have posted anything. Things are not well. Just feeling like crap and life is getting harder and I've been pretty unlucky , also been stabbed in the back / used and taken advantage of . Starting to go broke more and more , once again ... maybe college will not be an option again for the something year straight. I've never done this before but. I really need a great deal of luck and prayers for me, that things get better and soon. Its one of those domino effects that one bad thing happens then other shit comes my way.