Its that time in the morning. I've once again sat up all night. I've achieved nothing apart from dark circles under my eyes. I have all these thoughts running through my head and no direction to run from them. I've sat here for 6 hours and I've spoken to 1 person. I'm not that same girl that I knew so long ago.. I want to give up my mind is willing me to give in let it go. none of this matters I'm dying too know... I want the last song to play... I want the darkness to over come me and I want the tears to stop and I need to ache in my heart to stop. The sting wont go away. I cant get dressed through the mess and i cant put a smile on my face. I'm a ticking time bomb... i want to explode then it will be over... please let it be over.