I thought if my father and boyfriend knew they would understand. Now it's worse. They try to shove food my way everytime I come in the door. My dad gave me money and said to bring home a reciept just so he could make sure I ate. I bought my friend food. I'm 86 pounds, I don't want them to take away all I've worked for. Now there's talk of therepy, but since I'm 18 I have to call and make appts to things I don't want to do, but if I say no...I dissapoint everyone. I thought telling would eleviate stress, but it added so much more. No one understands, I can't make them understand what I see in the mirror. They are noticing all the physical signs now, my hair falling out, I'm weak, my eating habits. They watch me and I hate it!