I have a bad habit of falling in love with women that i know. normally like a crush, so i take more interest in them. well talk longer, ill ask more questions. well share more and bond over it. then when i consider the possibility really there, i ask. they brush it off, i step down. were still cool. but i dont have that interest in a crush anymore, and no longer ask such questions. we keep in touch, but were not really close anymore. ive done this quite a lot... i know a woman now who is like my twin. we have so much in common, yet were still completely different. we can talk for like six hours. i can go a whole day at work and home and in public and maybe say like twelve words. i call her, and we talk for hours... she says im her best friend. i feel bad for falling in love. ive even had red flags where i knew it wouldnt even work. so theres no reason to really even try for a relationship. but i still do. i dont know what my problem is. how do i not feel so needy and lonely and desperate? just enjoy the friendship, without feeling like shes going to find someone else?