I am starting to get suicidal again. I have gone for a long time with not feeling bad about myself. I hardly know anyone on here anymore. I just want to talk to anyone who will honestly listen to me. I have had "so called friends" all my life. In the end they all mock me and make fun of me for some reason or another. This is the case yet again. I am in my senior year of college. Everyone thinks I am a homo just because I am currently not dating anyone.