I am so sorry I need to end this existence. I am so tired, the pain is too intense, the struggling, my reserves are depleted. I can't keep going I have nothing left to give, to be anymore... Thank you so much to those who posted on my wall I'm so sorry I don't know what to say in return except a heartfelt Thank you! Thank you to all the kind souls on here you are a light in a dark dark world. I hope this will be found & offer some kind of explanation... Sorry!