I came here looking for a familiar face but I'm not sure I'm going to find one. I was regularly on this site around 2006/07. If you were there you can probably guess by my username. I'm not too sure what I'm doing now, working as much as possible, in my job it's kind of self harm to work so much.. harming again, I opened up last night and while the person I talked to has no idea what he is talking about, what he said still hurt, I barely slept, i can't express myself. God I'm so worthless i just.. you know. i hurt and my work is everything, it's my life but it's hurting me. Most of all I want to find a friendly or familiar face here. I feel so lost.