Family consequences

[Bruces]

I know exactly how you feel it's awful my life is completely devoid of happiness or any kind of enjoyment I feel like a zombie,I hate my own existance

 

[AAA3330]

I never feel any kind of happiness anymore. I also feel like a zombie. I sit around the house and all I do is stare at things and smoke cigarettes. I used to really enjoy my music and my house is filled with stereo equipment, but I don't enjoy it anymore so everything just sits. Even when something good happens and I should be glad about it, I find that I'm not. I just don't know what to do anymore, but don't see how I can go on living this way. Though I'm depressed, I don't think that depression is my main problem. I've been on several antidepressants and none of them phased me. I'm severely confused and the whole world feels different to me and I hate it. My mind is always thinking about other people and how I'm the same as everyone else. It's overwhelming.

 

[Bruces]

Bloody hell,I could could have wrote that myself feels like your reading my mind !!

 

[bayareagirl]

Bruces, I feel very similar to how you describe. I'm sorry.

 

[Bruces]

It's odd when I hear people say "life's precious" and "life is too short" to me it's like a hell that you can never escape from.

 

[Bruces]

I was thinking if I could somehow stage it like an accident to spare my family some pain