I wish I never told my dad and sister about my feeling's. I was hoping to get some sort of sympathy but all they do is yell at me calling me a selfish bastard. I don't see them they live far away we only communicate through email and maybe once a month on the phone. Anybody else had the same sort of thing happening ? I am so glad I met some people on here that have compassion. I need to get to work and hate the thought of coming home tonight to this empty horrible place.