I'm so upset. Not sleeping right atm so up at all hours yet again. I wake to this lovely msg from a family member....they are traveling 3500 miles to visit somewhere..... But nothing about the remaining 150 miles to visit me.... There was an invite to join them, but ? Is my thinking really screwed up on this one...??? They know what's happened in my life in the last couple of years.... I don't know, perhaps I am overreacting but I feel like a pile of poop.