I'm new to this whole board, but I figured I'd just post what I've been feeling anyway.. I hope I'm following the rules and this is allowed.. In the past I've only ever cut my thighs because I knew it was the only place people wouldn't see.. but that has become unsatisfactory to me. I've been having fantasies of cutting up other body parts.. like I want to take a razor and go around the border of my whole face.. I know I can't do that. It's totally unreasonable and everyone would see and know what I've done and probably think I'm insane.. The cravings to do this get stronger all the time, though. I'd also like to cut horizontally on my cheeks and chin and forehead.. I'm worried the cravings to do this will become stronger than my will to hold off.