Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be kidnapped and taken far away. I fantasise that i'll get kidnapped one day but that the person that kidnaps me will be really nice to me and look after me and stuff. When I walk down the street on my own I sometimes really feel that someone is following me or watching me and i wonder if today is going to be the day that i get taken away and given a family that is good and warm and happy. I look over my shoulder and I feel scared but i feel excited too. I don't know if its good to think about it (sometimes I even wish for it) because people that do get kidnapped dont like it and sometimes i even wish that someone mean would kidnap me because then even though they would hurt me it wouldnt be that bad because they wouldn't be related to me. But then I feel guilty about thinking that. Does anyone else think about it?