I just can't do it anymore. But why? My whole life is falling apart. I keep trying to put the pieces back together but they keep getting smaller and smaller. Now I just don't want to anymore. Everything I touch turns to shit. Its been that way for so long. Now in the twilight of my life I should just let go. I can't live with this physical, mental and emotional pain anymore. I should have just stood up in a firefight a long time ago. I watched others do it and wondered why. I understand now. All I want is peace. Which I've never been able to find. Maybe now I'll find it. I hope that she is satisfied. You finally broke me more than I have ever been broken before. And now everything has gone wrong.
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