so,i used to suffer from anerxia along time ago.like 8th grade. i never got to my ideal weight but i got close. im a senior in highschool noow,and i never think about going back that way again. but today,grandma called me fat. andd it really hurt with everything else i have on my back. the whole,fiance thing leaving me.andd being alone now.and ugh.i feel really ugly.and idk what to really do about my weight. i know i should loose some but i dont wanna take it to far..ehh. does anybody have any techinques where they can loose weight but not like TOO MUCH weight? idk. i dont wanna get outta control and be sickly again.