Fate *SU trig*

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Nataria, Jan 23, 2011.

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  1. Nataria

    Nataria Well-Known Member

    Yes, after years of beliveing,struggling and stumbling I have finally
    reached a point to where my strength falters.

    Experiencing difficulties of anxiety and hopelessness, but I've tried to embrace
    them,to no avail.

    It is going to end, sooner or later I know it, it's just a matter of time.
    In my dreams I fall in love with death, and that's all that soothes me, all
    that I can hope for and trust in. Death, something that seems to be calling me
    with an immense force from somewhere I don't know.

    A pain that throbs in my chest which consumes me and my whole person.
    It doesn't matter who I am or was anymore because I know I won't become anything better.
    That's what these years keep telling me over and over again mercilessly.
     
  2. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Lovely, but so so sad.
    There is so much good locked within, find the key and let it out.
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Your mind is telling you a distorted msg now You are tired i get that as i am tired of the fight. I too get the intense chest pain that seems to tear me up inside. You are wrong though there is hope for healing there is hope for peace One has to find that themselves though not through others but inside. I know the sadness will stay but it helps me see others differently it help me be more caring and understanding in a way i accept it now for what it is a sadness that is all.
    Please don't let the past rule your future okay You take control now and you make it whatever you want it to be okay You are special just know that okay and there is healing hugs.
     
  4. Nataria

    Nataria Well-Known Member

    Thankyou so much for your replies, you're lovely!!
     
  5. ~Young-Violet~

    ~Young-Violet~ Banned Member

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